screaming and swearing

Sometimes I think screaming as you swear is worse then just swearing alone, my Dad screams as he swears and it scares me. I don't understand why some people like to do that, it's scary to me. How about when "you" go to a move and they say a bad word or a swear word in that move and everyone laughs about it... why do they think saying a bad word is so funny? I don't think it's funny at all, and I get upset.

A lot of the time when we go to the movies, I like the movie but I don't like the bad stuff that in it. And when it comes out on DVD we buy it because we like it and/or we fogot it had bad stuff in it, we just remember that we like it. I hate it when we watch a movie that I like but it have a swear word in it or something bad in it. My Dad and my other sister doesn't go to nothing execpt rated "R" movies, they like the bad stuff that happens in them. Once a year my other sister Tami take us to a movie because most of the movies that we go see has a bad word or something bad in them sometimetimes I don't go, I stay home or Tami let us see another movie instead. She usully understand that we can't see rated"R" movies, and she takes us to a disney movie or "PG" or "PG 13" movie. But even with "PG and "PG13" movies "you" have a be careful these days.

Big Mistake!

I think I made a big Mistake when I made this blog, I was so excited about having my own website too. As I looked at other blogs I notice there are a lot of bad people who like to swear on here and I HATE swearing, my Dad likes to swear a lot, he even swears just to swear. That makes no sense. I am indecent as a little child, and somethomes I don't know what I'm getting into. I have a shirt that says: see no evil, hear no evil, and speak no evil. We ALL should learn to listen, and STOP SWEARING!! especially, stop swearing just for fun. Swearing comes from the Devil, do we want to listen to the Devil??

I have just one question? WHY DOES PEOPLE LIKE TO SWEAR??? It doesn't make any sense to swear, because you are mad or just to swear, I don't get it. I am around swearing because my Dad and the people at his office, I don't like it at all, either does our Heavenly Father, I often wondered why swear, especially Mormons, they are suppose to be good examples to everyone else. So, MORMONS SHOULDN'T SWEAR! So, that brings be back to my question: why do people like to swear?? I just don't get it. Sweaing is offensive to our Heavenly Father, and we just shouldn't to it.

I don't like it when swear words comes into my mind and I try to get them out of my mind as fast as possible. I don't like when I am watching TV, either a show or a movie, and a swear word or a bad word comes on, then that word is in my mind and sometimes it's hard to get it out of "your" mind. Bad things like swearing or listen to bad things crops the mind. I want my mind to be nice and clean. So next time "you" get mad, think twice before swearing.

Friends

I love my friends and they are a great blessings to me in my life, I wouldn't know what I would do without my friends in my life. I sometimes depend on them to help me or do things with me because My Mom doesn't have time for me. The reason my sister and I have to depend on people so much because we can't drive or ride a bike. Sometimes we even feel sorry for ourselves by saying life is not fair for us and we don't have lives especially my sister. So if no one can do anything with us, then we usually just stay at hame with nothing to do except eat, watch TV, listen to music, play on the computer, and do scrapbooks. I have to really clean my room, but who want's to do that? Sometimes I just want to get out of the house for a while and do someting fun, like visit friends or have a pic-nic in the park or go shopping. At times I would really love to do those thing with my Mom or Dad but they are always too busy for me, their own daughter. I know they say when life get you down, you need to count your blessings and every dought will fly, but sometimes that's so hard when you are feeling sad.

I have a couple of website I like to go to, they are: www.cdbaby.com/all/ewailer, http://www.soundclick.com/bands/9/ellishadlockmusic.htm that's my friend music sites, check Ellis's music out, if you listen to his samples or a couple of his songs then you will want to buy them. And www.kzion.com is an LDS station on the internet with some cool music. My friend and I say: KZION ROCK!! Ü

We love it when our friends can spend time with us: talk and listen to us and do things with us like go shopping or play a game with us. The one thing I like my friends doing with me is doing scrapbooks together and showing me how to make cool ones. Right now I have a few scrapbooks going. I aways like new idea on how to make my scrapbook look more cooler, I have a few books on scrapbooking but I just don't understand what the books are saying, but I would like to do them if I know how to do it and if I know what they are saying. My problem is I don't understand directions, and that can be very frustrating!

The one thing that my Grandma "my Dad's mom" always said to me that, I have a good mind and I think she's right, she said I look around the world (by watching TV/movies and listen to other people) and I know what's going on in the world by listening, even if I just stay at home. She also said that, that's probably one of Heavenly Father's gifts to me. Because I don't have much in life to hope for.

I am also trying to get my Personal Progress done but it's so frustrating too because my Mom won't help me and again I have to depend on my friends to help me but they are so busy too with work and their own families. The reason why my Mom won't help me becase I am not in young womens, I missed my chance because of my Dad and I just want my chance now. Can't my Mom understand that? I also been trying to work on it for 7 years, I feel like I would have it done by now if people just HELP me!! My Mom always say move on in life, but how? I can't do anything.

I feel like all my hopes, dreams, and plans always fall though. Sometimes I feel down and nothing matters anymore and I get so depressed.

My Family

Hi everyone, my name is Susan and I live with my Mom and here is my story. I hope you like it. I am so excited to have my own blog I wanted my own website for a while now, but no one would help me to set it up, so when I saw that I could make my own blog on here, I tried it and I set it up all by myself. Ü I am getting smarter day by day, it's fun to learn new things.

My Family

I love my family they are real neat. We are a small family of only three members living together, my Mom, my sister Becky, and myself (and my dog Merlin.) My Mom and Dad are Divorced and my youngest sister Tami lives with Dad.

Just like all families, we have fights and disagreements with one another, sometimes it feels like our fights are a lot more often then most families, but we love each other anyway. Ü When we get along with one another it's great! I love it when we just can go and do some fun things together like shopping, playing games, and just spending time together by talking and laughing together.

I remember one Saturday I was on the computer and listening to some music and Mom decided to play name that tune with me and it was a lot of fun, I really enjoyed that game and I was grateful that Mom took the time to play it with me.

My Mom works as a school teacher in first grade and Becky is staying at home with me for right now, but she wants to go back to work again very soon. But for right now we are going to our Dads and sometimes he takes us shopping and to his house that is fun. Ü

I love the Internet I can play on it all day and I do every chance I get! I love listening to music like radio, CD's and tapes, I like oldies, one of my favorite singers is Ray Conniff and his singers, and I love LDS music. I found this neat website about 3 years ago it's called kzion I love that site.

I love making friends! Ü My friends are so fun old ones and new ones!!

Anna is our newest member of our family, she is married to my Dad. They got married 3 years ago in April.

For 3 years I hope that Anna would like us and do things with us. I like her and I want to do things with her. But maybe someday, oh, well.