Bad family life

The way I feel right now is that my life isn't going as good as I want it to be, because my Mom works all day and then she comes home at nights tired, she doesn't really make the time for my sister and me, that's so frustrating!! I tried to tell my Mom how I feel but she always get mad at me, one thing she always says that she is working so that we can live. I know that she has to work, I understand that but it's still so hard on me. I just want to spend time with her because I love her so much and families suppose to spend time with each other and love one another.

I wish things can get better for me.... I think it's so hard for me because we believe in families so much and I feel like my Mom doesn't care about me, I feel like she abandoned me.

I got sick a couple of weeks ago and she didn't even care to call me from work! I didn't eat for 3 days and she wasn't even concerned about me or try to get me to eat.

So, I guess I have a bad family life at times! So please pray for me and my family if you remember. Thanks.

Well, tonight my Mom got home from work after 8 and I was upset, but I was more upset and mad that Mom didn't understand my feelings when I tried to tell her. She only went to her room and closed her door and called her Mom and complained about me, and I didn't think that fair!

My Mom always labels me as bad and I am tired of it, I am NOT bad!! So, please still pray for me. Maybe my Mom will understand my feelings someday.

Mom also complained about the dog, that I don't go out to him when he bark at night but sometimes I don't hear him at night, I'm talking about in the middle of the night. Is it my fault if I don't hear him barking?

I just don't understand why Mom can't understand my feelings. I am ready to run away if things doesn't get better! But I don't have any place to go, I don't know what to do.

Why can't my Mom bring her work home with her? She said she probably going be late tomorrow too. I don't think I would care if she was late if she would call me earlier like around 6 until waiting till 15 minutes before she gets home.

I really need a hug right now, and I really need a friend to talk to also