I have other dreams too!

Either I have a dream about living in that big house in cidar City I also have other dreams too! Like having more money so we can buy that house and other things like that.

I also dream about being notied more and popular, having more friends and just hanging out with my friends! And having people just execpt me for who I am and not want to change me in any way because I think of myself being nice, sweet, kind, caring, understanding, thoughtful, and loving! I am loveable and willing to help others in need or just be their friend, other people have to give me a chance! I am shy to new people but when I get to know you I will open up and talk your ear off. Ü I just need that chance to shine and be myself!

Just because of my circumstances and situation I acted a little different then most people but that doesn't mean I am not a nice person or deserves friends, I just want to fit in and be myself! Like a friend told me one time I am an adult/child and I am okay with that because I think I am because I need all the love and attention as a child and I need responsibility and independence as an adult! Ü So treat me according to my needs, don't ignore me because I hate that!

So let my be your friend and let me get to know you and talk to me too give me yuur feedback and let me hangout with you, who knows you might really like me if you give me a chance and get to know me! So talk to me I won't bite, I promise! Ü I might back off because I feel a little intimidated by you but understand that I might feel that way because I won't tell you that, I am not rude! If you make me feel intimidated by you that I will back off and I might feel bad because I got my feelings hurt because I am very sensitive and if you hurt my feelings I might back off from you for a while because the way you treated me or what you had said to me! If you respect me I would apprecite it and then it would be easier for me to be around you.

I might want to hang around you and share the things that I like with you because I like you and I want to share the things that I like/love with you! So take the time to get to know me better because a good friend is hard to find! Maybe you don't wan't to be my friend but maybe I want to be your friend, please understand that and keep that in mind. Not everyone wants to be friends with someone else, that's why there is a war going on in this word!

Why can't we just learn to get along with everyone? We all in this would together so we might as well try to getalong with each other!